"What do I do when my love is away Does it worry you to be alone? How do I feel by the end of the day Are you sad because you're on your own?
No, I get by with a little help from my friends"
I've never been one to ask for help. I guess I viewed having to do so as a sign of weakness; so I always got up earlier, worked longer hours, studied more, and stayed up late figuring out how to do everything by myself.
Funny how things happen, but a recent life change has left me yelling "uncle" and I've been forced to humble myself. I've had to ask for help. Tears well up as I write this because the support I have received from my friends makes me realized how blessed I truly am.
I don't have to worry about moving anymore, a 2 bedroom apartment is waiting for me in March and my kids will have their own furnished bedroom. It's in the perfect place for work and family balance.
My new job stimulates and excites me. I have ownership over a new project, something I really have been longing for. My brilliant co-workers are helping to grow my business and we work together as a team.
My coach continues to push me, and it seems that almost every week I am introduced to someone who will teach me on my Ironman journey.
It's been a bit of an emotional roller coaster, but I am so fortunate to have crazy friends who not only come along for the ride, but also let me bury my head in their shoulder when I'm too afraid to look. Friends who remind me everyday that not only am I taken care of, but that life is amazing!
I realize now that I've been the guy in the old joke standing on the top of the house with God sending me signals for months:
There was a big flood, and the water around a man's house was rising steadily. The man was standing on the porch, watching water rise, when a man in a boat came along and called to him, "Get in the boat and I'll get you out of here." The man replied, "No thanks, God will save me." The man went into the house, and the water starting pouring in. So, he went up to the second floor. As he looked out, another man in a boat came along, and he called to him, "Get in the boat and I'll get you out of here." Again, the man replied, "No thanks. God will save me." The water kept rising. So, the man got out onto the roof. A helicopter flew over, and the pilot called down to the man, "I'll drop you a rope, grab it, and I'll get you out of here." Again the man replied, "No thanks. God will save me." The water continued to rise, and soon covered the whole house. The man fell in, and drowned. When he arrived in Heaven, he saw God, and asked Him, "Why didn't you save me from that terrible flood?" God replied, "I sent people in two boats and a helicopter. Were you expecting angels?"
Thank you God for the boat, the helicopter AND the angels.