"You can't always get what you want. But if you try sometimes, you just might find
you get what you need."
The Rolling Stones
Imagine a three year old on the floor of a retail store; red faced, kicking and screaming because she did not get her way. Now imagine it's a 43 year old woman, worried because she did not get her full pay check, scared of an upcoming move, and feeling unappreciated.
That spoiled brat has been me.
I've been so unhappy over the past few weeks, feeling that I wasn't getting what I deserved- that life wasn't "fair". But yesterday, the death of a good friend's daughter put everything back into perspective for me.
Life doesn't owe me anything.
We work hard to get that payback, but it doesn't come.
We train for a starting line, but then get injured.
We imagine our kids will grow up to be a certain way, but the path they choose is their own.
We beg to be noticed, but are ignored.
We yearn for tenderness, but they roll over.
We crave adventure, but spend each day stuck in traffic.
We think someone is always going to be in our life, but then they're gone.
Truth telling- it always turns out to be okay.
Because someone sent a gift card.
There is always another race.
Our loved ones have amazing souls.
I am surrounded by friends.
He really is just tired.
The cabin is booked.
We are never alone.
Life is bigger than me.
The ultimate gift and blessing.